POCMA- BE A PART NOT APART
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yea people, remember that! And CMG ROCKS OK. Weeee~

And suddenly, i feel TOO free. Now that exams are over, it seems like i have no motivation to go forward anymore. Like, all these while, i've been telling myself 'Study hard for EOYs and try to PASS! PASS!' Now that EOYs are truly over, it still seems quite unbelievable. No DRIVE and MOTIVATION. To do? I have no idea.

And i've literally forgotten EVERYTHING i've learnt this year. In one day. Amazing. And i don't think i can pass maths or science this year. Im really really un-motivated cos of that. I WANT to pass. i HOPE i can pass. i dont THINK i can pass. In fact, all i aimed for was AT LEAST ONE A1 FOR ONE SUBJECT THIS YEAR.

I knew it was unachievable for HISTORY cos i failed one CT but scored A2 in MYE. I used to be confident about Maths, until we reached those units which i simply could not understand. Science had NEVER been my strong point. Straight C's. Im truly disappointed with Maths, from being top in class, i can go to LOWEST in class. Lit, i LIKE LIT, but its not my strong point, mostly B's.

Even though i hate chinese, i must admit, EXPRESS CL is really easy. I want an A1 :D Im sure it WOULD have been achievable, if not for the fact that i was so un-serious in chinese this yr. I regret it. It could have been my sole subject with A1 but i just overlooked it. I want to work harder next yr, cos im SURE i can get A1 if i work hard enough. Sadly, i may have to settle for a B or C this year.

Geography. Consistent A1 for all my CTs, even though they weren't fantastic A1s, i manages 80% for my CA subtotal. My highest among all subjects. But i just HAD to screw up my EYE paper. I SCREWED UP BADLY. Stupid world map and unexpected questions. I studied so much on continents, oceans, and countries. End up, came out on locations on rivers and fold mountain regions. The stupid unexpected LDQ, SCREWED UP. TOTALLY. I wrote on what ABUNDANCE OF FORESTS AND GROWING BACK OF TREES. WTHHH. I hope i pass. With a B or C.

Im gonna SLEEP NOW while i DREAD THURSDAY/FRIDAY. I have to sleep NOW cos i have to MORNING CALL MABEL TNG TML. She wants me to wake her up with MORNING CALL. Wow.