EOYs are just 2 days away. Im worried obviously, esp since Ms Kaur seems to be going throught stuff NOT related to the exam. And i dunno whats happening to my eng. I used to love eng, something's screwing up now though. 22/30 for my latest test. Less then i expected. I expected like, a better grade. In pri sch, i remembered how much i loved eng.

Maybe its cos im not putting in effort now. I've been slacking too much this year and i know it. But its too late to do anything now. The least i can do is to work real hard and pray for miracles. Esp at the middle of the yr when i rerally slacked alot and stopped paying attention in classes like sci.

I've been doing ok lately. Im paying attention now. And everything's going fine. EOY, PLS don't screw me up. I've really been trying to give my best. In school work esp. I copy notes and stuff now. I don't talk in class (ok i talk ALOT LESS) And i havent been scolded since the geog scolding quite long ago.

I admit that i miss slacking away at the back of the class and laughing with Lenis and Chris and waiting to get scolded by that same, few teachers. It really was a laugh. But now is not the time to slack. Im gonna work harder and make sure i get B's or C's and NOT FAIL my EOYs. Even though im sure there will be those few subjects which i will fail, IM GONNA TRY NOT TO.

I know i have to work hard for subjects like geog, maths, sci and eng. Geog, i've been consistently getting A1's but i've been screwing lately. Im kinda sure that i wont get A1 for the last test. And also, in tests its just 2 units tested each time and it takes me like a week to memorise it all. EOYs are testing about 20 different things and im very worried that i cant memorise it.

Math, its been a downhill ride. From highest in class, to lowest in class. Science, ALWAYS just-passing. ALWAYS. Eng, my marks have been like a roller-coaster ride, up and down and up and down. Its unfair how life gives you all at the beginning and it gets worse towards the end. Im really gonna work harder, esp when i reach sec2. Its always the start and never the end. Im gonna make it happen, sooner or later.

Oh and this has been a LONG post. Time flies, before i know it, the year is gonna end soon. definitely do whats God, please give me the strength to to go on and pesevere. I believe in Him.