i think this change is me is totally weird. one minute im ok and when i wake up on the first day of secondary school. its like the cahnge is there. last time in primary sch if u wake me up in the morning i'd be more then happy to wake up. actually no not more then happy, just okok. if u talk to me in the early morening last time i'd be ok and wld reply u. now im MOST unwilling to wake up. my mood wld be cranky if u start acting cheerful and stuff. i think it runs in the family or something. my brother was NOT like that in pri sch. then in sec sch he also became like what im now. cranky and stuff. now i totally understand my brother. and to think that i actually was asking him always last time "why u always liddat wan...?" haha i guess ppl are like that in a kinda way. History test tml . WISH ME LUCK =D
Sunday, January 28, 2007
ChangeS
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Saturday, January 27, 2007
BUSY BUSY BUSY
Im currently TIED down by hw. and i have MANY tests coming up. and i haven't even went through ONE month of sch. i guess its like that in sec sch. had my english test already. it was a comprehension test and i haven't gort it baq. but it was RAEL hard. my teacher said that quite a few ppl failed. Great. Im probably one of them. i found the paper ultra-difficult. Looks like CedaR is not what i thought it was. From now on im gonna study hard and stuff. And my CCA , Choir already takes up THREE days. not to mention the fact that i have TWO tutions and piano class. luckily my parents have realised my rather busy schedule and have decided that i can DON'T take Grade 6 piano exam this year. Just learn the songs. And i'll be moving on to Grade 7 next year. all i need is to pass Grade 5 to take Grade 7. and i already passed wid a merit last year fer Grade 5. so its fine. i go fer pian frm 5.15pm-6.15pm on tuesdays and after that i immediately rush fer tution frm 7pm-9pm. talk abt busy. how am i EVER gonna finish my homework ? wish me luck in managing my ever-so-busy schedule. Not forgetting tution every monday. Chinese tution. one-to-one. after my choir. by the time i come baq frm choir it'll be abt 6 on monday. then comes dinner and then tution. i juz hope that the tchs give less hw. Choir starts on monday. Wish me luck guys !!!!!!!!
sharmaine*
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Friday, January 26, 2007
Yay !!!! i managed to get into the CedaR Choir. i thot i wouldn't get in cos i sang SO badly. but who knows ??? IM DELIGHTED !!!!! but ARGH i actually have THREE days of practice. totally killer. Monday frm 2.30-4.30, Wednesday frm 1.30-6, Friday frm 2.30-6. Ya three times a week !!!! i had to re-schedule EVERYTHING. but totally worth it. CHoir was my DREAM CCA. anyway im in ANOTHER dileama. Should i join the maths olympiad ? i was selected but....i dunnoe....should i join ? or should i NOT join ?
sharmaine*
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Monday, January 22, 2007
WEE !!!! new blogskin again...kinda dark and black but i LOVE it. black is SO NIcE =D
SHARMAINE
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Friday, January 19, 2007
SighS....im dealing with my homework now...MATHS. SCIENCE. CHINESE. and etc etc etc. Thought that in sec sch ur bags are lighter. SO untrue. my bag is like SO much heavier. now most of my books are under my table. CedaR does rock in a certain way. But then again everysch has their PROS and CONS. whatever. Anyway i expect the CCA posting result to be out soon. i cant wait. i really wanna noe what i'll get into. i really hope i get Performing Arts. UG (uniformed groups) requires quite a bit of marching...>.< my third choice (UG was my second performing arts was my first), CLubs and Societies is ok i guess.....but i DO wonder if it'll be boring. dunnoe. guess it all depends on what CCA im allocated doesn't it ? hope i get Choir again. Our sch choir is really pro. they got GOLD WITH HONOURS at the last SYF. so pro of my SENIORS.
*shar
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## NEW LIFE IN SEC SCH ##
Ok secondary sch is really SO stressed . HOMEWORK like everyday. and alot also. SighS. and we have jogging period twice a week. 2 rounds around the sch.somemore must show CLASS SPIRIT. tiring i tell you. my sch is so big that 2 rounds is killer !!!! CLASS SPIRIT ???? still ok. our class level of enthusiasm is HIGH. we CHEER so much. But haha sch is kinda fun i LOVE lab period. we dd the bunsen burner experiment. i LIT THE FLAME !!!!! so fun !!! but we were 25mins late. Mr Khoo was FURIOUS. on our FIRST lab lesson we were late also...by abt a few minutes ? we thot it was the class sci period. we forgot it was lab. Mr Khoo shouted out frm the lab. SO embarrassing. the second time as i said earlier we were late by 25mins. Came baq late and waited at wrong lab. thats why. but i loved experiments all the same. WEE !!!!! i hope to do well this yr. but ARGH hw is quite alot. who knew sec sch is so tough ?
*sharmaine
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Monday, January 15, 2007
Body Ache >.<
Argh. went for dance audition today. actually i went for guzheng first but all they did was ask a few questions. Simple. then after that i went for dance. SO difficult. first we had to do some warm-ups which involves doing stuff like splits (sideways and front), bridge, straight back (in other words u straighten ur back while ur body is bent and reach forward. ur back shld be perfectly horizontal). so difficult. i could not do most of them. ouch. then it was the dance routine. they made us follow a dance routine they taught us. SO difficult. furthermore my grp was taught wrongly. but nvm. then i ddn have a good time. arghh. it was so difficult. bending twisting etc. NOT fun. then it was freestyle by that time me and my friends were having aches and handbell had come to rush us. me and my friends went to handbell instead of sticking around for freestyle (which is dancing wid steps u compose urself). but i enjoyed the handbell auditions. it was in fact quite easy. hahaS. other auditions coming up soon. WISH ME LUCK ~
ONE INSPIRATION 2007~
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
6-10 REUNION
We went harmony park ytd fer class bbq. so fun. Lenis Deepa Mabel and i were the first few to reach. then the guys came. they had brought alomg some spray thingies and we started spraying them. WOOHOO !!! So fun. they got it their hair. so funny. Some of the ppl went to go and and take a bucket and they fill it wid water. then we go make water bombs. and start pelting the guys. it was so fun. then we all wet-wet. we ate food and played the ombing game. (Cedar bomb cedar bomb cedar bomb to Ximin bomb) or whatever sch we're bombing. then we had the individual bomb and then Wilson lost and had to do the "honey if u love me pls smile" to rena. so FUNNY. then peter did a pole dance. LOL. we had alot of fun fights and games. SO fun. 6-10 FOREVER !!!!
*sharmaine
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Friday, January 12, 2007
INDUCTION (:
WoohS induction today rocked. finally gort my sch badge. i so happy. haha we watched a powerpoint vid of the orientation camp and OMG there was this one pic of me the PC and a few of my frns together. smiling in class. i look damn gay. in case u dunnoe PC means prefect coucillor. however u spell it. haha before that we were all in our classes cheering like sia0 even when we line up outside we still cheer and clap and sing. my class go sing Tokyo Drift. LOL. so fun i tell you. then when it was the emblem speeches it was also nice, then the badge presentation. nice badge we have. and the performances were the BEST. the band performed some rock and pop songs at first. like YMCA and other songs. So cool.i had plenty of fun watching. the band rocked . the choir sang beautifully. the handbell was awesome. the dance was REALLY COOL. i LOVED everything. CedaR Forever !!!
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love you punggol.
im having a wonderful time in CedaR. there is only ONE thing that i dun like. theres no guys. i miss the guys in 6-10 already. argh. how pathetic i am. ok so ytd we went back to pps and omg i ddn even realise how i missed pps. i almost cried when i had my lunch thr. its like u see all the ppl in pps and all those old feelings and memories all come back and i dunnoe how to explain that feeling. sighs pps still rox. haha alot of ppl went back to pps ytd. so nice. and we all talked arh. compare schs arh. except that i looked terrible. (well u walk thru a horrible thunderstorm without lunch until 3pm u tell me if you'll look terrible larh) and it was so tiring. but happy larh. XMS early day today so the guys all went early.we talked and talked alot. so fun.PPS ROX !!!!!
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Sunday, January 07, 2007
Great. Theres so many things going on i am totally sianed out. i mean like homework ??? On the first few days of sch ? Yup secondary sch life is DEFINITELY harder then primary sch. i was prepared fort this but the feeling is totally different. if y0u ddn read my post before this post i suggest u go back and read it then come back. i'll give y0u the luxury of time.
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ok now that ur done reading read the following. do u think i can get a cca ? it seems that i suck in all the cca's i've tried out for. there are plenty of Aesthetics auditions to follow and sports also. aesthetics is ok but i noe without even trying out that i'll flunk sports. argh
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Saturday, January 06, 2007
Argh ytd was some of the CCA auditions at Cedar. How terrible it went. i had THREE auditions to go thru. yes u heard right. THREE. first i went for UG auditions (in case u dunnoe its uniformed groups) and argh we were interviewed. i felt like i was going for some job. its like there are 4 girls staring at y0u while u answer some pretty nerve-wrecking questions. and then when i was FINALLY done. (i think i flunked the auditions. no wait i DEFINITELY flunked it) i went for Media Club auditions and more questions were asked.AGAIN. ok like ALL the questions i practically ddn noe how to ans (whats my strengths ? Weaknesses ? WHy do u wanna join media club etc etc) then after that i was asked if i want to join photography or editorial. of cos i chose photography. and im GLAD i did. Cos its compulsory for everyone who auditions for Media to go for the second round after u choose what u prefer. SO i had to ans (on paper this time luckily) more questions and then take a photo of some stuff. im just SO glad i ddn pick editorial those who chose editorial had to write an essay. yes, an ESSAY !!!!!!! Pamela who was also , like me, shortlisted for choir second auditions had to leave already. we were already late. but she had yet to finish her essay. When she was done , we went for choir auditions. i had passed the first round of auditions and was shortlisted to go for the second one. but im VERY sure i ddn do well in the second auditions. first they made us sing as a group. that was ok, pamela sang VERY well. then it was the solo time. we had to sing a melody solo. 0mG i was SO damn nervous that i was shaking. if u dun belive me ask anyone who was wid me. Pamela kept on patting me as to tell me "relax girl" Argh i so paisehh. When it was my turn i sang wrongly. Wrong note. How embarrassing. then it was the clapping of rhythm solo. i clapped ok fer the first bit then towards the end i clapped WRONG !!! i knew i was wrong. but somehow why ddn my hands co-ordinate wid my brain. ARGH. then it was the last solo singing i did ok la not fantastic. but ok. Pamela did VERY WELL. i assure u she WILL get in in(unless she gets her first choice of UG instead) but she sang real well loud clear and not a single mistake at all. i so jealous. >.< argh guess i have to go for even more auditions so that i have a cca. i totally flunked ytd's auditions. help !!!!!!!
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Thursday, January 04, 2007
Argh its only the first day and im already blown over wid homework. Maths, Chinese , Music. ARGH so much. Today was the Performing Arts audition day. I managed to get thru. but 0mG it was so nerve-wrecking lorh. we are meant to sing like a tune they play . i had no prob wid this cos of my piano background (in fact they play longer tunes in piano) but my voice was a bit hoarse larh. And i sing like real soft and the girl told me to sing louder. So paisehh. then it was the clapping rhythm. they give u a bunch of notes and u juz clap the rhythm lorh. Argh cos of my piano background i stand at a disadvantge , i have to clap it myself. those wid no music background get to follow the girl and clap. l0lS ok i gtg nw. ByeS
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Wednesday, January 03, 2007
the first day. ahh how it goes. so much activity and admin stuff. i was sabo-ed into becoming the music rep. let me explain. we had music lesson before the election of our class's executive comittee it was music lesson. happen my whole class (dunnoe why) wan me to be the music rep. argh then the teacher ask "ok who wants to be the music rep ? " then no one answered then the whole class started saying my name and i was so paiseh and i was thinking "Quick i wann hide my face" then the tchr asked me if im willing ot be the music rep. what can i say ? no ? of cos nort what. so i had to say yes. hai me later cannot go for any other position of reps. the executive comittee election tat time i was nominated but haha nort chosen. it was the secetary position. haha ne wae if ur part of ur class executive comittee u cant become a PS (prefect counsellor) or a PSL (peer support leader) so im happe or sad i also dunnoe. argh confusion...
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Monday, January 01, 2007
January07'
Its gonna be a busy month for me. Its compulsory to audition for 2 Catogories of CCA's in my Cedar. the first is Sports and Games (this category i dun even have to try out also know won't get in wan lorh.) and the second is Performing Arts which happens to be my first CCA choice in my CCa option form. My second choice is Uniformed Groups and my final choice is Clubs and Societies. These auditions are not compulsory larh. Want to go, go lorh. Don't wanna go, nevermind. Anyway all these CCA auditions start on this thursday for me. and then its a whole month of auditons. we will only know what CCA we're in by the end of January. Argh. then after school everyday we still have PSL (peer support leaders) organize the things. Games and stuff i think. Argh see ? so busy. looks like secondary school is not as easy as primary. xD but nevermind study hard work hard play hard. heheS.
Sharmaine*
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hehe another new skin
haha its the new year today. the start of 2007 a new year. a new beginning. a fresh start. how wonderful that feels. =P So i decided that since most things will be new for me in twenty*oh*seven i might as well change my blogskin. And i just changed my last skin a month ago. Argh finding a good skin is hard work. But finally found one. =D Phew. And so to everyone of my wonderful friends and family who make my life better , HAPPY NEW YEAR. Wishing all a wonderful new year filled with vibrancy , color and life. Mostly remember to work hard and also play hard. Good luck fer twenty*oh*seven
SharmainE~
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